5 hours seems like a day.

right here...right now.
sitting by the glass window...watching people pass..
it's not as boring as it seems.

people,expression,clothing,and style.
its's all rather interesting,How people are connected to each other
Is it the style of clothes they wear?
Maybe,but thats not always true.
i think its more than appearence
its d similarities they we share,what we hav in common.
or what they find interesting in each other.

the passing traffic..daily rush.. the sound of the coffee machine whirling every few minutes...and d excited chatter from the people around me fill the air.
familiar faces every once in awhile.

As i am physically sitting on d comfortable sofa while
enjoying my delicious cup of creamy mocha
my mind wonders....
wonders off to the tropics...the beach... n islands.
islands like Phuket for instance?

the strong waves that flung themselves on to the cliffs.
the warm blue seawater....cutting thru the waters with a glamorous yatch..
island hopping from one beach to d other..
feeling d gust of dry salty wind in your hair.
Mmmm... SImply Paradise.

"RRrrrrrr..."
the coffe machine breaks the steady momentum of my wondering mind and
Im back sitting in starbucks,
my mocha in front of me,while people still pass by.

the sun has now touch my face.
carressing my skin down to my arm.
bringing its warmth down to my toes dat wringgle in my boots.

d inspiration of mocha frappacino.

L.O.V.E

such an easy word to say

i wonder does it mean anything these days?

everywhere i turn i see a happy couple

cuddling...lost in their own world.

how sweet...Butwill it last?

everyone takes chances.

every relationship is a chance,a risk

of giving the other person d chance to break u

but trusting them not to.

there are many risk taker in Love.

everyone wants to know how it feels like

the sweeter n than candy floss feeling that simply sweeps u off ur feet

But leaves u bitter,broken n alone after ur high fall.

on d positive side,

we learn to pick ourselves up after the fall

to risk again n again til we find the imperfect love

that seems perfect to us...

watever u wanna call it.

i used 2 think dat having a crush was stupid...like it was for kids,till i realise i had a crush sub consciously. i din reali knew dat he was my crush till i found out he treated me like a sister n ntg more den dat. we wont b much more den wat we r now which is in a way telling i like u as my sister but i dont wanna date u.

n OUCH it hurt. i thought i would be cool with it, be happy with d way things were n how they r now. but i was wrong. i wanted more den dis.... i wanted something dat i couldnt get. i even admitted 2 him dat he was my crush which is like embarrassing (since i haven done anything like dat since i was 13 or sumthing.) ughh...screw it. im gonna wait 4 sum1 hu actualli put d effort 2 go after me from now on.

well..school was DEAD!!! it felt like a graveyard,as interesting as a evaporation.
got eng 2moro so not much studying 2 do. oh yea, i was so bored i went 2 cc with sharol zaq n gang. its loud.... lol..i can barely hear d song blasting from my compt.

no matter where we go,we all share d same sense of belonging.

i GRADUATED!!!! whoooopeeeedooooo.....
i still cant belive it cos it seemed like impossible 4 me 2 graduate but i hav last fri n now its like a whole new begining for me. shit,i feel old now looking at d juniors reminds me of a certain ugly,nerdy looking n clingy lil girl. i cant belive i used 2 b dat girl. d shy n invinsible nerd which was super glued to her friends cos she hated being alone.

im glad i changed,im glad i transferred schools twice to get to where i am now. im not perfect nor good looking but at least im happy with hu i hav i become. sure my grades still sux n i hate being alone sometimes but im not dat afraid anymore, im not dat shy lil girl hu hardly said a word, i dont hav my braces anymore but dats not d point. because i have grown n improve in many ways.

i learn dat society can judge u, hate u n shun u but its up 2 u whether u should b bothered at all. pick up urself n move on with life because there's so much more 2 life. even if u dont hav many frens n ppl dont like u, just remember hu needs them when u hav ur true frends dat care n dont judge u by rumours or just 2 please every1 else.

back 2 graduation now,im so gonna miss 5 theta!!!!!! its d best damn thing dat i had sice ages. i love d class...d people n everything a bout it.
the things dat i will miss is endless starting from going 2 class n greeting marina n shev good morning den passing notes during classes to pn.k's history classes which i enjoy tho i dont tae history n even pn.l's perfectionist class which r funny sometimes n strict ways.

i would miss seeing my junior frens n after skol waiting at d canteen which i usually share a conversation with S.

ughhh...now i have exams to think about.
it starts next tues n drags allllll the way 2 mid nov. curse u international timetable. X/
oh well..... mon is kindda like my last day of skol before my exams. so gonna make evry1 sign my mon uniform. hehe....cant wait till den. n graduation pics will up on my facebook account.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41234&l=7824f&id=621853649

1..2...3 'ka-click'

lol..hav sum fu editing pics. see....hehe... well.. ntg happened 2day,jwas suppose 2 meet me 2day 2 make it up 2 me 4 messing it up on fri but he din tho he TRIED.

y do i even bother? *sigh* well..i wash my hands off him. y bother in d 1st place.

the house bunny!

yes i finally watched it after i saw d ad sumwhere.it was realli not wat i expected but still nice. =) i could actualli learn a thing or two from dat show.

well...i din go 2 school 2day to watch dat show n skate till i had blisters.(OUCH....!!!)
but it was okay in general,kindda missed school already. lol... i noe sumthing is weird with me. wellll...krystal is BACK!!! YAY! she's coming over 2 a.c at fri, which unfornately is my graduation day so i might be in a saloon at dat time. ughhh.... i missed her.=( im super glad dat she's back at least i can c drive 2 school next year n chill. she's different from most ppl. anyway i REALLI should b off studying rite now. i have briefing on my exams 2moro n i hav 2 call marina n shev later.

ciau,(As we go on, we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change, from whatever We will still be, friends forever") graduation is all i can think about.....=D

lace up ur shoes..here's how we do..

run baby run,dont ever look back,they'll tear us apart if we give them d chance.

well.... honestly its alil too late now.
d past is d past n we cant change that, it wont repeat itself just as d future wont reveal itself.
memories will remain even if we dont choose to think about it.
all of our yesterdays, were they wasted? did they made a difference in our lives or wasted as d day goes by... without realisation dat time do fly in a blink on an eye.

tomorror...tomorror...tomorror...
remember dat line from eng literature during form 1 or 2? the poem entitled 'life brief's candle'
i din really understood dat poem be4,i knew wat it meant but not truly knowing the meaning of d poem itself.
it is a good poem...one with many lessons n values... n i understand why it was taught during lower secondary. it was to teach younger generation on how truly life short is. dont waste it. u might think u hav tons of time but life hurries by like a train. there are events in life n u meet people as u lead ur life just as how u might meet strangers on d train n get to noe them. but when d train do stops n it is ur station 2 get off. these people which u got 2 noe will fade n be forgotten to u. just as they have forgotten u. u move on with events in life...with all d up's n down's of life n u learn. u experience...

people used to tell me spend ur day as if it was ur last. i admit all these while i never live up to that n i wont in d future but i do promise 2 appreciate life more,because life is short n u only get 1 chance in life to do watever u hav 2 do. <LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS

FREEZE! nobody move.

OMG im graduating next friday! AHHHHH....omg omg omg, it used 2 b forever till i graduate n now its like 5 years went pass without me realli realising it. NOOOOOOOUUUUU..... im OLD!!! lol... wel..not really but im graduating high school n HALOOOO..college.

im nervous n super excited bout it at d same time ,not2 mention sad cos im so gonna miss my class n all. wee....i cant wait 2 c every1 dressed up formal n all. gonna take damn lots of pics 4 sure. *wink* ;)

well...so far d exam stressing syndrome hasnt kick in just yet. i still talk shit,laugh out loud n am as careless n dumb as i was be4. im not d only one btw,quite a few of us r still chillin n it doesnt feel as if exams r 2 weeks away.
i think d syndrome is gonna kick in after graduation. i hope it does cos i noe VERY well i hav 2 study but i hav some problem actually doing it.

oh yea, pn.lim has been away 4 a week now. can u belive it?? at dis critical stage when exams r one week plus away, d teacher hu has NEVER been absent 4 d last 2 years hu will drag her sick self 2 teach us geo is absent 4 a week. i heard its umthing 2 d with her neck problems. poor pn.lim, we miss u!!!! tho ur strict n give endless assignments but i still miss her "IKLLYOU" classes. hahaax.... she is a awesome teacher 2 b honest n perfectionist which makes her hilarious sumtimes.she is super cute!! =D anyway i have 2 realli start studying learning chemistry n geo n a whole lot of other subjects. ugh... god give me strenght to pass dis critical moment.

1st day back 2 schoooool..

some pics which i put together during my lifeless raya time:

d 1st day back to school after a week's break. its so hardwaking up at 6 again after sleeping in 4 d week. had 2 drag myself to d basin n splash cold water be4 i was awake. no surprise the class was having raya hungover,quite alot of us had mulfuction in thinking n was dozing off during class... i pity d teachers tho, they were constantly trying 2 make sure every1 was awake. i hav 2 STUDY nowwwww...... exams r in 2 weeks time, super screwed up cos i haven prepared yet.

its 9 in d afternoon...

wel...not exactly 9 but rather 1p.m.... its sunny n i kindda wonder WHY am i staying here again?

oh yea, i cant feel my legs n arms cos i went 2 d gym n over exhausted myself. damn smart rite???

n...im going out. gahhhh....in d blistering sun n be doomed with sweaty-ness..... *sigh* dats d price i pay 4 having a sister. i hav 2 walk her there n back again. hmmmmm...im hungry, better start walking 2 mcd now, oh wait dat would waste all of my yesterday's gym effort.gaahhhhh.... im weak!! MCDs here i come!!!! =D